Oh my god this dude is showing signs of PTSD. He keeps getting flashbacks. I hope it really gets better. I get the feeling that they're sort of like soul mates but it's messed up because the old emperor abused him so much. that dude's got the worst way to deal with his feelings but the same...
... MC. Why are you explaining yourself to him. He did something bad to you and YOU'RE the one explaining yourself? You don't need to. This is not okay.
I recognise that this is fictional but what the heck. If this was real, that person would have hella lot of trauma. It WAS against his will...
... Rape is not okay. In any circumstances or whatever reason. You shouldn't force yourself on another person. This just makes me hella angry and disappointed. I know how this story will go. I've seen this storyline from old Yaoi mangas where they fall in love despite the ML forcing himself one...
... I don't like it. Not anymore. I first read this when I was younger. Back then, I thought it was hot. When the gravity of rape in my mind back then is not a severe as it is now. Now, I'm only filled with horror. I know it's only a story and it's an old short manga but, can you imagine what...