I was going to be really sad if those emails were from his friends they were asking where he went or some thing, and said it’s just the news in the other world.
You’re going to screw yourself up even more if you just keep on erasing your own memories and killing your own emotions. That’s screwed up but god is it interesting.
That’s what I love, that’s what I want to be. I want to be a contradictory type character, a healer but also a damage dealer. Healer berserk, kind of contradictory to put them together. A healing assassin. I just like healing but I don’t wanna rely another people
So that’s where the quicksave was, not too far back but I think further back would’ve actually been better for this case. If you’re far enough back, you can change your build
He definitely has some self-recognition of how his complex affects him but he hasn't taken any steps to improve? Come on man, that's the allure of isekai, getting a fresh start and reworking yourself to be better and more comfortable. Separated from our modern societal pressure.