Dude this is really messed up, man don't do things for others that's only bring you pain like the stacker incident. Do things for you self be bold about it. You think the sacrifice you made as friends has value but in the process you water your self. It's not to do something for your self .
Don't show pathetic face man , you have to simle now because the guy is bad as you thought , you should beat him up perty badly while you simling mc. This is wanted you have to take frist strike