Holy shit! She has a wonderful reason to hate herself. No one can say 'oh it's not your fault', because this is TOTALLY HER FAULT!
Feeling bad about being a fuck up and a bitch is not a good enough punishment for this.
what's the deal with manga protagonists in general not wanting to stand out or be important? is this how regular japanese people think? what does that make japanese people that end up being important, like celebrities and ceo's? are they also all just people that want to be 'normal' too, in...