idk the execution of this story feels weird. The premise itself would be okay but the way it was implemented just doesn't flow well? And too many things don't make sense.
Plus honestly this MC is just way too stupid and headstrong.
GAAH he glosses over it like it's nothing but dude, realize if it worked it meant she would kill off your rationality entirely!! she's basically trying to kill you!! the girl is selfish and you're way to nice for it
gah this girl is annoying
cries and gets away with everything
sure you were also a victim, but at this point? you even wanted to further the magic yourself
you don't love him, you just love a powerful man that loves you
also, he actually DID have someone he liked; from anyone else's POV you'd be...