u know wat's worse than realizing this won't happen to u? It's to realize that this exact scene happened to u, but u were too oblivious and didn't confess to her and she went away and disappeared.
@SuperOniichan It was the same in my country. There was this very good piece of poem that were banned from circulation becuz it talked about the deaths and suffering of our soldiers, despite its praising of said sacrifices. The ban has been lifted now and that piece is now taught in highschool...