I understand you its really hard to translate, there is a one translator guy said this to me "Use google translator don't feel a shame" haha how i wish i remember his word not his name. Someday i will do it when i learn japanese language, it's kinda hard for me right now it's like i'm giving up...
I mean just give a few more chapters before the author end this i dnt see his meaning about this is useless, ya a useless ending uta suffer a lot and no just not uta kaouru too. They deserve a better ending not this kind of ending its just u bored on your own own. Did the author throw this...