my god..... i never occured to me that andou's story about his ex from chapters ago, actually involved ren 🤯 I FEEL MORE SORRY FOR ANDOU NOW. he's always the underdog in his loves ... where ren is the winning man. and it isnt even ren's fault ... andou is just, unlucky i guess
eurgh i really feel guilty seeing ren being so considerate. maybe because his consideration towards his girlfriend reminds me of my ex. i always thought of myself first, and yet he prioritized me over him plenty of times. so yes, this is definitely guilt. and definitely too much information HAHAHA
god i kinda feel bad for mayuki. this is some subtle ntr bull where the boy isnt even aware of what he's doing
also i cant brace myself for the incoming drama/sadness