@Jurrzs I think it because unlike other MC's she's realizing that she's changing the plot; therefore she might truly believe something won't happen exactly as before
I just wanna say to everyone bashing Ezekiel in his defense they're in a time where people got married/ "fell in love" at first sight. They didn't really get a chance to know the person till they married one another, so it's amazing that they've met as many times as they have to me personally...