this seems to be a fairly common experience for some trans woman, having an attraction or obsession for a girl that you want to be with but also want to be. i have a friend who had a similar mentality in highschool but i think she's getting over it now that shes transitioning.
this manga took a questionable direction and the melon arc was a bit tedious but i actually liked this ending. there's definitely more things i wanted explained and i feel like we didnt get much closure with the melon arc but this last chapter was nice, i like this sort of open ending. its not...