This is really interesting. Having to explore the worst parts of yourself! It's what every guy and girl and person should experience. I hope I can bring myself to do that as well.
This is really fascinating. I love the idea of him kind of dissociating even though he should be living in the moment. Is it better to acknowledge how significant a moment should be or to only realize it in hindsight? I think there's some kind of idea in Buddhism of remembering that good times...
OK this is badass. reminds me of the climax of a Kurosawa film. Especially considering the large ensemble of character, and hopefully we get to see the 35 lions!