This really made me cry and provoke a depression attack.
No no, you've got it all wrong. When a person you love move away, and see you as friend, - often it is better not talk at all than have some casual "light chat" over internet.
Why Japanese even bother deleting manga from 1 certain website... Manga is so easy to reupload, it is not resource heavy videos/anime. Always enough people who give zero fuck about stupid DMCA.
Another part of this is translated at exhentai(~80 pages), and another certain part is being shown in anime. Three parts in total, dunno if it is all from the tankobon. Don't wanna look at it and read spoilers. I only know that it has 200 pages in total.