I dont really have trouble saying thank you but thats cuz its one of my goto phrases like "yes" "no" "mm'mm" "mhmm" "good day" "have a good day" and the reliable "maybe"
Im like a mean wall to talk to and nobody would tolerate me
This chapter makes me think about how since 5 years ago ive been wanting to try crossdressing but ive never done it
Just like i never keep promises i make with myself and i lost the joy i got from drawing and i cant get into it again no matter how much i try
Reminds me of the time when i was smol that i complained about homework but when i went to make it it was easy
Now i dont get homework but i can barely get myself to do some work, im fucking worthless
What a nice person
I remember when i was a smol boy i cried cuz someone in 3rd grade killed a bee and didnt just let it out
But now i grew into a detriment to society
I feel i give off the same atmosphere as her
Yaknow, the unapproachable kind of atmosphere except shes cute and nice and im not
And even if im asked to participate in some social activity i usually just shut down and refuse
I know i dont deserve it but i really wished someone loved me
I want...
Hmmm this makes me wanna talk about my life to the void that is the internet
Like about how lonely i am and how much i hate my personality and how much i dissapoint myself