I hope this won't be one of those moments where the mc approaches another character whom they have known for a long time and then that character responses with the "I'm sorry have we met?" bullshit, and then my heart dies and the chapter ends on a cliffhanger
I hate Noah so much but I do kinda understand that what he's trying to say to Eleanor cause he loved someone before but the one he loved died because she was human, and he didn't want that to happen to Eleanor(?). That or he just wants Eleanor all for himself