idk if I can trust that, if he didn't hold a grudge why would he keep the face of Wilk? Why would he put it on to mess with Asirpa? I imagine it was all a psychological ploy to weaken her will to make her own choice by making himself a victim.
@Fpk I heard it's related to the amount of studying we do compared to previous generations in families. Idk if it's true though cuz I never found any follow up articles.