Yeah unless this is an over exagerrated view of himself where MC thinks he is cuter than he actually is, page 2 seems more likely to be the reality. Though it's probably neither and MC is still just being pessimistic, continuing from last chapter.
I won't lie, I'm a little dissatisfied with that ending. Ikeda still seems as fucked in the head as he did at the start of the manga. Also what happened to the rest of the characters? No epilogue or anything? Feels like the manga got cut short near the end, everything just feels rushed.
Pretty...
I guess Wataru isn't really gay since he's attracted to Yuki who looks like a girl not Ikeda, although that kiss at the end was definitely full homo pp touching gay