Look over here, Hamppoya - Ch. 1 - Feeding Others
- Thread starter MangaDex
- Start date
- Joined
- Jul 9, 2018
- Messages
- 1,169
The haribo gift reminds me of an old friend. He loved sour neon gummy worms, so I'd buy him some every so often. I broke contact for a couple of reasons that were, looking back, pretty stupid. I can't imagine anyone caring, but it feels nice to vent in a public space, so I'm going to spoiler the reasons.
So, this chapter sent me on something of an emotional rollercoaster. My heart feels a bit lighter after writing that out. Sometimes, I just miss my hardheaded Law Hero. ='(
The first reason was that I was having a falling out with a mutual friend. I knew I wasn't 100% in the right and didn't trust my friend enough to recognize that I was mostly justified in my position. So I didn't give him the option to side with me.
The second reason was because, after 7 years, I had started to view him romantically. After considering myself gay for so long, admitting to myself I was bi/pan was difficult(especially because the ratio was so lopsided and I hadn't felt anything toward men for over 2 decades).
The second reason was because, after 7 years, I had started to view him romantically. After considering myself gay for so long, admitting to myself I was bi/pan was difficult(especially because the ratio was so lopsided and I hadn't felt anything toward men for over 2 decades).
So, this chapter sent me on something of an emotional rollercoaster. My heart feels a bit lighter after writing that out. Sometimes, I just miss my hardheaded Law Hero. ='(
