this shit hurt man. :'((( ive been waiting for this since the first chap since i really wanted to know the extent of the kids' despair but maaaan this is just sad. i still think the pre-reincarnation kids were shitty but daaamn that must've hurt a LOT.
Also i've been waiting for this chap bc I thought it'd be satisfying to see the kids break down after they hear about Shuli's death, considering that they were pretty much assholes in their first lives, but after everything that happened post-reincarnation, reading about the past just made me feel bad for the kids and extremely sorry for shuli. Also I don't really hate Ohara? I do find her "Oh shit I fucked up" reaction to Shuli's death quite satisfying haha. But I don't hate on her because really, she isn't the real bad guy here, so pinning the blame entirely on her is unfair. Of course she's still part of the reason why Shuli died, and she's a little devil herself, but I think that what will happen to her in the story is exactly what's happening to her rn in the comments. All the anger will be directed on her and she'll probably be used as a scapegoat, all while those who meticulously planned Shuli's demise would still live their lives.