they hadnt met yet, but they have seen each other, hell they collided apologized and kept walking in different directions, but she got way better, she self reflected about all the shit she did and she realized that anyone would leave after being treated like that, so she still wants to meet him but only to apologize to him, she even said that she just needs to apologize, she doesnt expect him to return to her, she just wants to apologize and move on, she knows she has no rights to have any kind of relationship with him anymore.