I love this manga so much. I've experienced those same feelings in primary school and even in high school. And a lot of the situations I've gone through them. Chin up, Tsubaki
Tsubaki is a relatable character, at least to me, I had those same kind of delusions when I was a teen in school. Dreaming of your crush doing all sorts of things to you and then being shy and insulting them. And even worst them insulting you and you going home to cry.