That’s why it always annoys me somewhat when I hear people get upset and say “Think about your family!” And other such stuff. I am VERY much aware of how much committing suicide hurts others (having had family members attempt and some even succeed. But at the moment I was getting ready, that didn’t really matter. Luckily the way I attempted didn’t kill me right away, so I was discovered and sent to the hospital. But it’s also why I’ll never own a personal gun, because I would be dead if I had access to one before.