Yeah...it's pretty much insane and insanity-causing if you start taking the blame for good you didn't do.
Besides the whole incident at the orphanage, just how many people do you think are suffering in the whole world that someone strong could save? Not even the whole world, how about just a big city like this one?
Douglas has the power to be arrogant enough to think he can save people out of pity or self-satisfaction, but he's mistaking it for a duty, and that's wrong.