He had a shitty childhood, and was seduced by a prostitute at a very young age and then directly after given too much power/money/freedom. Im pretty sure he was a teenager when he first meets Esqe (age 11). And while he did drug her with the intention of sleeping with her, I don't think he would have raped her(i'd like to believe he isn't that messed up) - it would have gone through only as a successful seduction or not at all. I do find it gross that he had a harem of younger boys though. Also the skewed maturity of the characters in this world has to be taken into consideration - like tania's mother gave birth at 14... And I believe Tania is around 16, and Esqe is a little bit younger so 15. Which makes sense as she is said to be still growing. So what I mean to say is that this story is a bit exaggerated and Ryan is portrayed after that as a surprisingly stable and intelligent character (is that retconning tho? lol)