Totally appreciated and loved the aspect of the ML being bi or pansexual, but the non-monogamy was a cut for me
Also the way it's handled by the author doesn't make the ML very lovable... Like he was helping the dude out which I got, but then to get married to someone else right in front of him?! Yes he had to flee, but... why develop a physical relationship with the FL? Why do it so blatantly while in a relationship with another? And knowingly cause pain to another? Like you obviously know he has feelings for you?!
Like WTF?! I just felt really sorry for the servant. And just because the FL is fujoshi doesn't mean she should get away with fetishising their relationship. It's not cute, just creepy AF.
It's one thing when if it was an imaginary relationship, another when they actually have a very real, intense, sexual and complex past & present.
It just felt like a toxic relationship right from the start... Like if this was a Yaoi everyone would HATE the ML and the FL for how they're treating the servant...
I just couldn't root for the FL and the ML just seemed... Indecisive and cruel...