Dansei Kyoufushou datta Watashi ga AV Jouyu ni Naru made no Hanashi - Ch. 1 - Papa

[randomname]

@Bobbyyyyy that actually makes sense. thanks for the reply
@4V29LN0n have you really read my comment? my problem was not that bad stuff happens to the fmc but that the negativity was turned up a notch for plots sake but Bobbyyyyy made good statement that the parental abuse of her father caused some mental health problems and problem is I just took it at face value what fmc said without thinking about that she is the narrator ,so it does not show the actual reality but how she sees it.

 

[migh]

1 chapter and already the tag

mangaka's personal experience ? well fuck what a shitty life

 

[4V29LN0n]

@randomname Literally how could you even tell that “the negativity was turned up a notch”? Because you’ve never experienced anything that author has? You got a great childhood. Good for you. Doesn’t mean everything awful that happened to others are lies and exaggerations.

 

[mikoreimu]

wait wat !? based on the mangaka life o_o) GDI

 

[randomname]

@4V29LN0n
1. I never said lies
2. abusive parents are real thing, strangers being weird to kids or whatever is real too, classmates bullying other classmates is real too, other bad stuff happens too
3. but all of them are rather rare and all of them happening exactly only to the same person are rather low so that it is not that farfetched to assume that they just scrammed some negative stuff happening to her for plot purposes
4. especially since the focus is on her and it seems that everyone outside her family has no problems at all makes it clear
5. of course it is just the first chapter and she was the main focus and other peoples inner world was not shown but the world depicted in ch. 1 is that all bad happens to her and everyone others live is just fun and games which is not really reality at all
6. i do not know what happened in your childhood but it seems that it makes it hard for you to make it hard to differentiate between literary devices and an accurate depiction of reality
7. does not mean that manga has to be exaggerating and it could all be true, but it would still be individual case and not an accurate depiction of reality, in particular the literary device that fmc family is only one shown with problems and others are just mobs with happy lives

 

[Akikako]

It is a common tropes for AV actress to have twisted past, even for this pornography should be banned...

 

[Ryomi]

Damn, this is horrible and fucked up, at least it's just fict-

*Based on the mangaka's life*

WHY GOD, WHY.

 

[Zewoo28]

Got curious and i search the author name yup its her they even got the same hair from the page 5

 

[eranmaru12]

@randomname it depends,specific mental states is enough to cause a lot of chain effects, especially when you are distressed and a kid with a lack of knowledge. Overly thinking about stuff is one of them, you were correct that everything is exaggerating,since it's what usually happen to people with negative mental stress, Once you overly think and worry to certain extent, you will start hearing nasty voices.

i suffered from similar situation, but it wasnt even that extreme. A little small interaction, i would really feel bad and disgusted. It was something i witnessed myself that other parent interacted that way with their kid as if it was nothing, it looked like they kidded around on my eyes.

I was lucky i didnt try to put up with it, though even today, living for 22 years, i still feel disgusted just having a slight touch with one of my parents. I got mentally bullied, feeling small, but Im better now.

You were right at some point when you said it was exaggerating. It's exaggerating, in her mind, it is just what really is. I realize that it was all on my mind too, it was weird and i just couldnt help it.

 

[cgr]

@Hadski
I google translated your wiki link and I can't tell which parts of this manga story is true, and which part isn't.

Spoiler

is only the AV actress part true?
most of us are wondering which of her traumatic childhood parts are true (or closely based on acquaintances' life stories?), not about her past career choices

 

[Tamerlane]

For the record, porn actors and actresses typically are victims of child abuse at a young age, as hyperactive sex drives tend to be a common response to physical/emotional/sexual abuse, especially prolonged in nature. Plus the psychological damaging means they tend not to perform well as students and so don't make it very far in life, hence why they turn to porn.


Time to get fucking said, my dudes.

 

[shut123]

I hope the author is doing a lot better mentally now

 

[Xystus]

@Tamerlane any source? because most interviews I've watched typically say that "I just love sex" or "I'm curious and I just started doing it after first try" as reasons.

 

[Tamerlane]

I've heard it mostly second hand, so it's possible it's erroneous. (Doing some quick research, I can only find one study conducted 8 years ago with a small sample size and with some other issues that could lead to sampling bias or other faults like self-reporting.)

Though, I should clarify that it's not the only reason someone would enter the pornographic entertainment industry and it's by no means the only reason or rationale. @Xystus

 

[Hadski]

@cgr the only information we can learn from the wiki is that "she" is a real person that use her porn star name to debut as a mangaka and the fact that she is no longer a porn actress as she quit recently plus her hobby for drawing

As for how true this story is? We don't know and me providing the link is just for people to learn more about her past no matter how small the information you can get about her from the wiki

Her twitter might provide more information but i honestly don't want people to spam her and be a creep

 

[cgr]

@Hadski

Thanks for clarifying. I was afraid I missed something from google translate.

 

[GM_Rusaku]

Well that was really depressing as fuck.

 

[Raknasuu]

This was... Better than I expected. But also more depressing and worse.

I'm in.

This seems like a good perspective changer

 

[fahmiilham]

Some of this thing are relateable to me with few different

 

[triforce]

Whats the JAV name of the author?