Is it wrong for me to feel a little sick at all of this? A man holds a knife menacingly over the sleeping body of the man who's supposed to be his commander, then gets his dick sucked as a means to sooth him, not in a bedroom but in the back of the open truck that everybody uses, by a woman who considers him her spiritual "son". The casualness of it all causes me to wonder if perhaps everybody knows about this and just doesn't care. It causes me to wonder if she'd do this for everybody else on the team. It causes me to wonder just how much was the act a sexual one, a nurturing one, or a tactical one? My gut tells me that this wouldn't be the first time that a night similar to this has happened. Him standing over the leader with a knife aimed at his throat... why would they keep him on the team? Do his skills make him worth it?