The idea that Reika decides to stay in the pseudo-world, with her only remnant left in the real world being Youko's memories and the controller... idk
I'm trying to put myself in Youko's shoes, and it's really tough. Almost tragic in a way. Bittersweet, perhaps
When your friend leaves you, presumably forever, it hurts. It hurts to be forgotten and uncared for.
But then there is this conundrum: She in a place she belongs. Reika is happy where she is, and perhaps I should be happy because of that. But then she's no longer with me/Youko/us.
Should I treat her as just being dead? Is this what a loss of a significant other feels like? I can't help but feel left out and heartbroken in a way. Perhaps grief.
I just wish there was some way to communicate between the two, to know the other person is okay. Keeping in touch, y'know?
For Reika to abandon her old world completely felt selfish for me. I want to be able to *take care* her; she is my friend, after all.
But then again, should I even treat Reika as a human? Does she have any sense of humanity? I just don't know. I don't want to treat her as such, but humanity as what it is is definitely "not her thing" and definitely didn't treat her well.