I Belong to House Castiello - Ch. 50

@Seink I’m glad that worked out for you.... there are many people who aren’t able to sort their life out, even after realising their emotional disabilities, immaturity etc. I have some around me, so now I realise that...
As a child, I always thought, adults around me are so mature, sorted out, self-sufficient n all... but as I started looking deep into it, I started reading between the lines in real life, it was a shocker, that how much even adults lack, it’s just that the people around me tried to improve constantly, even after growing up, that I didn’t notice it before.
Well, good company helped, but currently I’m surrounded by people who refuse to learn, seeing how these adults stopped being mature, makes it difficult to handle situations 🤔
Serious problems aside, when I was a teenager, I was unable to express my emotions(or you can say that they were very subtle)-no one even noticed when I smiled /was happy or angry/sad (unless I said so, which also made the situation more complicated, but well)
Now I feel like everyone’s got telepathy or something, I say nothing, but everyone notices my happiness & sadness (and now I get embarrassed to be found out, so I don’t know if it’s a good thing)
 
someone make comment when at chapter 36 should hold till chapter 50 and just go rush
I forgot who say that, but really
Thank you
 
well that didn't last long. i wonder if this whole torture situation will be irrelevant in the future chapters as if it never happened
 
estelle: I hate seeing the people I love in pain over me...
also estelle: Lemme just throw myself off this building. No one will care.

she DUMB-dumb
 
Felt like the mental issue resolved itself a bit too fast. Even my breif mental trauma took 3 Years of acceptance and slow mental blocking to overcome.

But still it's at least making me happy that she's fine
 
It's weird this chance wasn't used to make her a spirit contractor. Like detaching her spirit from her body for real, meeting a spirit in her astral form, forming the contract, and then being able to return. But no, instead she managed to return because of that lolicon knight.

@SnappleTi She did it because she noticed she could feel the pain from the rose's thorn. She thought breaking a bone or two would be so much pain she would snap out of her stupor.
 
@Kaarme i know that’s her reasoning, but it’s still stupid. she was already slowly getting better, she didn’t need to do something drastic that would scare and upset her whole family. even if it’s only the second floor, if you land wrong (which she might have considering she can’t move to avoid landing on her neck or head) you can still end up dead. i would’ve rather had a couple chapters of angst and slow recovery or a time skip, this was all pointlessly dramatic and it irritates me how her guard ends up being the one to apologize when it’s her risking her life for no good reason. mc pissed me off enough that i dropped.
 
What did I just read? These few last chapters felt so out of place and ill executed... Was it Halloween and they had to put something "scary" or something like that when they wrote these stupid chapters?
Anyways looks like I will put this series on-hold and see if I'll feel like continuing it later.
 
Oh man; this was too emotional, sad and terrifying to me ;A; Never thought this story would take such a dark turn...
 

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