@DracoSafarius it's really interesting, I really do think it deserves a read. It left me sad after seeing there are only this little chapters so I hope it will be like that to you too
I can’t even she’s just too dumb. Stupid as f u c ckk. Oh i work with him everyday but I’m still only going to believe the rumours. Oh my period is a month late it must be stress. Oh i must lie to everyone who cares about me cos I’m a scared stupid rabbit. Oh he can’t possibly recognise me even though he spoke my name that night gaaaaaah she sooo dumbbb
"Its must be stress" was not her being dumb but understandable denial and incredulity.
She has to lie because she cant let anyone know shes pregnant because its too RISKY.
"Everyone who cares about me" whos that? As far as we know she's just a plain knight. The captain is just her superior, the doctor is just her physician, and the emperor is just her emperor - there roles are clear; the fact that that the king and captain like her is unbeknownst to her nor that the physician is spy