It's crazy real and sad how individuals can just vanish out of your life and never be heard from again if the gap in conversation is too long.
They just disappear back into the sea of 7 billion people, almost like all those times spent in the past were simply poofed out of existence and gets reset.
What did he expect? For them to be all chumny or what? He saw it from his friend Naruse, they havent talked for 10 years, there is littlenreason for them to reconnect. Hes selfish. And he knows it too. Hes going to die soon, yet he still wants to continue being a burden to people who wants to forget about their past. I really can't feel kich for this MC right now
humu
why?
why she despised her? coz he can't decipher her unusually cheerful letter?
coz she thinks he's doing better in life?
now she realized his in a deeper shithole she felt satisfied and won't kill herself in front of him anymore?
just because of that???
expected but still felt deppressed
also why he throw all the money away? that one i can't fathom
nvm remembered he actually planned to give it all to her
pain