I feel you Ishigami.. I faced a situation exactly like this before.. we're still friends but she's also the reason why I'm not looking for a romance now.. I'm not looking for it and I wont use my time looking for it now.. my only chance to find that special person is if i fall in love with her at first sight or something lol.. if she doesn't come then so be it, single for life it is XD
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