Dat. Cliff. Hanger.
Ughh. And I was really looking forward to Masaki getting to meet support group in person... (because I sure as hell don't have one irl aha ha ha)
Also I totally get the "I will not live past 20" thing - I also instinctively "knew" that "fact" ever since my early teens (uh, but not because of reasons pertaining to one's intellect, but rather because of just the sheer misery of living). It's nice to see that someone, even a fictional character, feels this way.