also I hope Patricia can find her happiness, she may love that man but the life she's chosen seems to be stealing everything that gave her joy one step at a time. And Samuel tho he loves her, loves his job and his status more. Its like she's the villainess in a story that's stuck with the shitty male character that loves but uses her despite him marrying another woman for status and just kept chipping away at herself for his sake. 
At the very least if she had a normal man as a lover they'd be able to have a child or be together in public... Man. I couldn't imagine living like that. Her, ebony, the ladies in the prison... I hope so badly there's happiness in their futures. It might be a long road towards though.