i'm rereading this for like the fourth time but my heart hurts so much everytime i read it. haris feelings and how she felt makes me cry everytime. like the fact that she would continue to love shan even with the chance of her never loving her back. just the fact that she exist is enough and when she says "i don't know" and cries. tearsssss. the fact that she doesn't know why she's so addicted but will still continue to love her forever, even if the love hurts, she can't stop. got me in my feelssss
