Ok, let me get this straight... so the girl so far doesn't remember the face of the MC but conveniently, or fortunately, the reason he fell for her wasn't because she didn't judge him based on appearances and that in itself doesn't change how the MC feels. And then with all the experiences of being an outcast and receiving unjustified treatment one of his reactions toward the heroine asking for a request is an ulterior motive, or whatever it is since it keeps going back and forth, and not a sense of sympathy or empathy at the fact that they are both somehow loners... let's say that this lines up but the result of this cannot be a character with a kind or nice personality which is depicted as such towards the end, also he had a nosebleed from staring at her... how even?