She Doesn't Know Why She Lives. - Vol. 1 Ch. 5 - Hollow vessel

Holy shit, this actually hits really close to home and I'm uncomfortable. This manga truly does portray a pretty accurate representation of depression & anxiety.
 
that part where she's thinking to running away from her friends really hit too close for me
 
I don't even answer my old friends anymore, and I too love corners and tight places, maybe by restricting the area around us can we feel safe or something
 
Wow, girl's in the dregs, isn't it?
She reminds me of my former NEET days, when all I wanted to do wasn't worthy of trying because a crushing fear of failure and just let time pass...
But somone came and helped me out of the pit (more accurately, kicked my ass out), and now I'm closer to my dream. Not close by any means, but closer than before, or ever. If only the Unreal Game Engine didn't scare the lights out of me, unlike Unity, C#, Java or Visual Studio...
I just hope something similar happens to her, to find something or someone that makes life worth a retry.
 
I recommend cutting ties with people who make you feel like shit. I did and now I feel infinitely better.
 
It aint about having shit friends, it's about thinking you're a shit friend so you go 'welp, guess I'll save em the hassle and just cut myself off', which is dumb but it happens. Like, idek how to speak to my high school friends anymore.
 

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