@oa3856
Because so far, she did almost nothing but abused him and caused great harm to him in the past life (and she herself cares a lot about those), and his reaction is to blame himself. Instead of normal reaction spanning range from being symmetricaly hostile to thinking "wow, what a bitch"
got killed by her and got called a coward coz he wanted to save the one he loves
but she fuckin said that he is not the fuckin victim by THE FUCKIN GIRL THAT KILLED HIM de fuck