been really badly abused by her father. It's so bad that it haunts her everywhere she goes. It's safe to say that she developed PTSD due to it. And a sudden change of environment, large soldiers, men at that. And all the maids and servants —a whole new geographical location. Riftan is like a great person, and powerful in Maxi's head. He went to the expedition with the Princess hence why Maxi thinks she's useless. Sometimes she recalls her father's abuse and words and thinks that Riftan may leave her one day. She also miscarried guys! Due to her father's abuse when Riftan was still a small knight who left to go to the expedition