As for me, rather than thinking about having a large following, I personally just want my "mutuals" recognize my works, the things I've poured my heart into. I won't say I'm addicted to social media and I don't focus on it 24/7 like this girl, but I do use twitter quite a lot. My real life is unsatisfactory, and I have depression, so just like her, I seek recognition on internet (just through works with a persona and pseudonym), as sad as it is. If I break down I'll vent to a friend, mute some words/people or take a break altogether (unfortunately, the cycle of suffering is never-ending, but gotta get stronger). Drama rarely comes up in my timeline - it largely depends on who you follow, after all. I just want to have fun looking at Japanese artists' drawings and screaming over fandom things with my "friends", but being the human I am, I get greedy of attention and other things sometimes, comparing myself with others, and so on...it doesn't help that I am greedy for knowledge, the confrontational type. It's all humanly, but it sure is bad for my mental health. Of course, I take a break when that happens.