Just like i commented in the prev chapter... this story is just so sad...
Having all those problem piling up. No matter how strong you are, in the end you are still human. Making mistakes, making wrong decisions, and else and else.
Its just too pitiful how this story really potrays real life... (except the part she went back in time)
Just... life only happen once and we ought to make mistakes. Thats why nobody's perfect